So, now that November's gone, I start to panic a bit though I am a bit excited. It's just weird but I do believe something's gonna happen this month. Maybe it was the fortune teller that caused me to be this way but at the same time, I guess I am just hopeful. Being a big fan of the 'universe' shananigans, I am quite positive about things.
December's a month of being on my own again. It's like life in Sydney but with my grandparents and of course no friend and no gay pubs. It's hard living with my grandparents since they still treat me like a five years old and everything I do cause so much to the point where I can't even stay without moving since they think I'm being sick or angry at them.
On the other hand, now that my sis is free and living away from her husband, I'm happy about it though I did get threatened from her husband that I will get killed, which I do not believe so. But at the same time, I have to be properly kept safe just to make sure I don't worry my grandparents too much. But then again, them nudging about me having applied for jobs or not is yet another issue I have to face each and everytime I come back from work tired.
I miss my mom and sis.
But I'm just glad I'm just working with a real job and on my fifth album.. and also I got asked for a song in a compilation cd. So, with those things in mind, I'm sure I'll stay sane for yet another month without my freedom in sydney. :)
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