As a kid, I grew up with Connie Francis's songs, which I blame it on my grandmom and her lullabies. One of her songs called "Stupid Cupid" went like "I wanna clip your wings so you can't fly".. bla bla bla.. about how she got struck in the heart by a cupid and now she's helplessly in love. I used to chuck a pfft on that song but now I think I'm singing that song in my head.
But.. I don't really wanna clip their wings since I hate lack of freedom issues. But I would love to ask them to get a fucking GPS. Why? Cos they did strike my heart with someone BUT that someone is not near me. He's far away in la la land and the only thing I could do is 'try' to get to him as fast as I can.
Now, I know how stupid it is or how ridiculous you readers are feeling about someone who is falling for someone via the internet. I mean online datesites are mostly for losers who can't chuck a personality in real life or just loners who don't dare to go for anyone in real life. But THEN again, internet IS a source of communication and I guess such thing is possible, yet difficult.
I am so ashamed of this feeling I have at the moment to the point I don't wanna talk about it with my friends but I am falling knee deep with this boy and all I ever think of is him. What's worse? (well, more like what's better)He feels the same way too. I don't really know how to react to this and all the walls I have been building in the past to better myself as someone sane or just reasonably normal seem to have crushed down.
He's broken down my walls
but the question here is
is it worth it???
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