Hatred

Facebook....
seems like a new way of communication and in all honesty, I love it. Without facebook, I would never know which of my friends came out of their closets nor I would know that pineapples actually grow on the ground, as opposed to growing from a tree. I would never be able to see the beautiful faces of my friends in Sydney and my cast crew and stalk what they've been up to nor I would ever find out that I'm actually 99% sexy(according to how sexy are you application). I would never get to know people like Andy, Ben, Chris, Cam or Dion, those who I would've just shagged and never try enough to actually listen to what they have to say and find out how respectful they can actually be nor I would ever get to be reminded of how fat of a kid I was when I was young. I would never get to meet someone who I don't have to feel stupid for how many times I type the words "I love you" and also don't feel ridiculous after everytime I say it...

So yes I do love facebook...

Now, today as I was going through my list of friends, I was kinda surprised to see a lot of them who has never talked to me before. Keyboard shy or just too busy to make an attempt to type stuffs, it's totally an ok thing. As a busy workaholic, I totally could relate to the word 'schedule' and how that would not be able to make any facebook users get on it much.

Another thing that totally made me write this blog today is how some of the people who, I heard, hate me had actually added me. Well, ok. first of all, thou shall not believe rumors. Well, this comes from a trusted source but even then, I let myself think 'well, ok.. maybe we both might have a different perception of people.' Well, as I was scrolling down to more friends.. I saw A LOT of them who was never good to me. if there was a game and if you could randomly choose a facebook friend and tell the show host about the last time you guys met in real life... it would all come down as

1. we were in a fight and we decided to not talk to each other at all.
2. i fucked up his life and he thinks i'm a retard.
3. i do not talk to him much so he just decides to choose another in crowd.

So, my question here is.. why the add????
If our last encounter involved something that's rather uninteresting to move on, why would you even bother to add? Forgiveness??? Well, as you all know and to those who knows me well, I am not the type who knows how to spell the word 'grudge' correctly. (Yes, I used spell check on that). There is never a need to ask for forgiveness since I can't give a total fuck about what's going on in your head, be it ingenious or just plain dumb. I have my own life to live and my own dramas to learn stuffs from and I'm so thrilled to be able to actually have things to do than to add someone that you last argued with on facebook and NOT SAY ANYTHING AT ALL (well maybe a few pic comments here and there).

Well, the news here is 'they still despise me'... now, I have a full time job and I'm working on my fifth album and also looking for other jobs while trying to see my friends once in a while in life.... if you haters have ANY WAYS to stretch the time of day to the point where you have so much to give to me, aka the person you hate, please spare me some time as a bit of an extra tick tock could save me a lot in life.

It's pathetic guys!!!! You wanna show me how much hatred you have for me and yet you don't do anything about it. I'll give you suggestions..

1. spread bad rumors about me...
wait.. that might not work because my family and friends believe in me and we discard any shit we hear from others... hmmm

2. back stab me
wait... that might not work either since my back's too numb after being stabbed a couple of times in the past.. hmmm

3. call me gay??
wait .. that might not work.. cos I DON'T GIVE A FUCK about what you guys think of my sexual preference when YOU ARE THE SICKO who thinks about what others like to do in bed with who and what gender.... I've seen a man bashed to bloodsheds in front of my eyes because of his gender preference and the last thing I need from you guys is an inspector gadget wannabe filthy mouth to ever judge on what gender I sleep with.. want the answer?? I sleep with those I love... and yes, it makes a lot of sense!!

you know what!!! This is taking me so long to write
Why don't you delete me off your friend list and just
Fuck off!!!!

I can help you to get to know me better but I cannot help you for not spending my precious time hating you as much as you hate me... Time's money! Suck of my pennies while you fuck yourself up with negativities.

xox

H