Pre Emptive Much?

Today is the 14th consecutive day of work and I feel quite fine to be honest.

I hate pre emptive strikes. I hate it even more when words get in the way of assumptions. Who says what? What's gonna be said when? What would be said to who and how it would be said and why would one say when? I mean, who cares??? As a Buddhist, we are only trained to think of the 'present' and not the past nor the future. Plus, thinking of what could happen in certain conditions just show how insecure you are.

Now, music industry is a love and hate thing for me. Why? Well, mostly because people are fake but at the same time so fun to fuck around with and I am not talking about the sexual matters. It's all based on what one think and how one see you in that industry. It's a pain in the ass if you take whatever they say into your head and I've learnt that the hardest way.

My grandma was a manager of mine. Then, she kinda got this nephew-like friend, who's a real champ actually, to semi-manage me these days. It was cos of him that I got this chance to be able to be in this complilation album with other singers with one of my songs. I hate talking about money and I hate it more when I have to be the one to kinda decide.

My grandparents still see this need to make sure I'm in the right when it's them who are assuming the most negative things out of something that hasn't happened. Bottomline: For some money reason that I don't want to write about on blogs, my grandma pissed the nephew-dude off. This was not because of her but because of what was told to me by the music producer. So, the music producer told me something that my grandma was 'supposedly' ok with but she had to go tell the nephew about it which pissed him off since that wasn't the way he planned. And now, they're so paranoid and asking me to call both of them 24 hours a day just so I won't piss them off.

Well, they would be pissed off already.. not because of me but because of their anxiety. It's like WTF++